Creative Chaos

I often feel like I am living in a state of creative chaos. I guess I like it that way! I find I am most productive and most creative when I have a lot on the go and a lot on my mind! I have figured out a future plan for the shop and am quite excited! The bottom line is, I am going to make mistakes and going to face struggles but I love what I am doing and on most days I feel lucky. The past few days have been stinking hot but also very creative. I am loving the options I have with bead colours and textures. I am going through a real colour burst lately. So much fun!

Decisions, decisions!

If it's not one thing it's another, right? I guess that is pretty much everyone's reality. Sometimes I think I am incapable of feeling content. Other times I think it is a good thing to always strive for better. Right now I am throwing around ideas for the shop. I think a change is in the not-so-distant future but I am really struggling with making a decision. I have a few options on the table and loads of advice from everyone but I just don't know what to do. I truly believe that the right answer is going to come to me however, in the mean time I am growing impatient! In brighter news, my recent hypnosis sessions have done wonders! I have lost 12 pounds in three weeks and am eating very well now. I feel really in control with this for the first time in a very, very long time. I never say this but I am actually proud of myself right now. GASP. Wow, a new feeling for me.