Schedule Struggles

Lately I have really been battling within myself. I am not satisfied with how I am using my time but I think I have to let it play out before I go making changes. I guess what I am lacking is time for myself (like most parents). My husband is a kind and loving guy but he works a lot which often leaves me feeling like a single Mom. I would love to have more time to ride my horse and do yoga. I get how selfish this all sounds but it really bothers me every day. It seems like mission impossible to just get out and get my hair done. I feel like every moment is scheduled and when I have down time it's when I cant go anywhere! Gahhh. In most situations I love my life and am grateful. Today I am feeling sorry for myself.